Missing Momma

Today is a really hard day. I don't know why it should be any harder than yesterday or tomorrow but it is. My Mom passed over a year ago but for some reason her birthday is harder to take than the anniversary of her death. I feel lost and so very alone. I do believe there is a Heaven and that she is with her loved ones there. She has missed her loving husband for so long and I know they are together at last. So I should be rejoicing that she is in a much better place but I still hurt. And some days it is easier to just let it hurt. I think I need it to survive.